Cannot be denied, nowadays all areas of life have been using computer. Computerized. Ranging from entertainment, educational, social, business to religion has been using computer. We can even listen to sermons via internet. Wanna calculate ? It's a piece of cake. It even doesn't need a computer to do it. Just need a calculator. A very simple model of computer. Let alone to count, computer can also make artificial intelligence applications that are replicas of the human brain, So, want to calculate how much 70 times 7 ? It must be 490. No doubt about it.
Now, back in our business. Dirty business. Crossdressing. God says " A woman must not wear men’s clothing, nor a man wear women’s clothing, for the LORD your God detests anyone who does this. " ( Deuteronomy 22:5 ). Our habit seems to displease Him. In other word, we have sinned. Then we must ask forgiveness of God. We maybe ask until how many times He forgive us ? God says 70 times 7, when Peter asked Him ( Matthew 18:22 ). As we calculated above, the result of 70 times 7 is 490. You can try it yourself if you don't believe it.
Now in my own case, I do crossdressing almost every weekend. 1 year is 365 days, 1 year has 52 weeks. 490 divided by 52 is about 9.42. So if I do crossdressing every weekend until 10 years or more , will my sins still be forgiven by God ? Because the result is over than 490.
Why He doesn't say 7 divided by 0 ? Because the result surely be uncountable. But who am I to give Him advice ? ( Isaiah 40:13 ). Not a priest or rabbi or a monk, not even a religious man. I'm just a crossdresser only. Does God ever say wrong ? I don't believe it. The most plausible reason is it all just metaphorical. Beside Peter who asked Him is a humble man, a fisherman.
And the most important thing is we must fight against whatever that displease Him. The question is : can I fight my own desire to do crossdressing ? I don't know, I'm not sure. May God give me strength to fight it.
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