Underneath Your Clothes

For some crossdressers, I don't know why they can say  about the dress they used when they do crossdressing that they ( the dresses ) are just clothes.  Here's some possibilities why they become crossdressers who can  say that :

1. Maybe they are not people who like to be picky.
2. Maybe they like whatever dress as long as it is a women 's dress.
3. Maybe they don't have so much knowledge about women's dress.
4. Maybe they don't have taste about women's dress.
5. Maybe they do it carelessly, because it is just a moonlighting hobby.
6. Maybe they just say it carelessly

But I have different opinion about it. First time I became a crossdresser, only Javanese blouse that called kebaya that interest me. I used it with batik cloth that wrap around my leg until my waist or my hip.

I didn't know what courage that makes  me dare to  buy women's dress for me by myself. I did it since I was in college. The first time I bought was a batik cloth. Then I bought Javanese blouse kebaya. Maybe I was lucky that time, because the seller didn't have any suspicion about me. Or maybe I wasn't sensitive about that. The question that they asked was for whom ? And I just answered it with stereotype answer like for my sister or my friend.

But recently I also interested with other kind of women's dress such as mini skirt. I can be said as picky if it related to women's dress. I  ever had an experience. I have to go back to the store the next day to exchange the dress I bought the day before. I still did it with reason to buy a dress for a friend.

I didn't know the truth  whether the sellers know that I buy the dress for me or not. Maybe they just try to be polite with their customers. Maybe they didn't know the truth that I bought it for myself. But whatever happened,   the transaction still went smoothly. And I didn't have to be ashamed of it. In business, maybe we can say about it as win-win solution.

But I still have  admiration for crossdressers who buy women's dress by themselves and try it at the store. The almost same thing that I did it was I try women's shoes at the store. And I was lucky, because the seller didn't ask me any questions.