Almost all of my recent postings usually use video and song beside use it as title of my article. Like "She's a Rainbow", "Paint it Black", "Questions" and "The Road to Babylon". Cause I think it can help my blog to become more interesting. So I choose a song that I like, I match it to the article and create the story. I'm happy and satisfied when I've done.
But why this posting suddenly use a title like above ? If you like rock 'n' roll, you must know about "Deep Purple". Am I wrong about this title ? Or I carelessly give the title to this article ? Take a look at my picture carefully and make a good guest.
My life as a crossdresser seem so hard, especially when it comes to life couple. Wanna choose a woman, but me myself is also look like a woman. Not many woman would want with me. Wanna choose a man, I'm not sure yet. My world seem to become dark, seem to become painted black.
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens every day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and must have it painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the settin' sun
My love will laugh with me before the mornin' comes
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls go by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I wanna see it tainted, tainted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it tainted, tainted, tainted, tainted black
